Thursday, 16 February 2012
Thursday, 26 January 2012
two days with my babyy boo
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
its all about me and you
for this few days , kita dah tak macam dulu . didn't you realize that ? i know its all my fault . im the one who did it tapi takkan lhaa sampai mcmni sekali awak layan org ? am i still your girlfriend ? i don't think so . awak layan org mcm membe membe awak . awak ingat org takde perasaan ke ? cukup lhaa tiga hari ni awak layan org mcmni . org penat tahu tak . penat sangat . org ni jahat kan awak ? yes i know that even awak tak pernah cakap . im tired of say sorry towards you sayang . please forgive me . im waste a lot of time just to ask for forgiveness from you . i need you always by my side tapi sekarang you're always not here for me . everytime i keep thinking about us , my tears will drop down . please , stop it and give me a happiness my dear . org nak happy mcm org lain juga . org tak nak sedih terus mcmni . memang lhaa salah org tapi susah sangat ke awak nak maafkan org ? besar sangat ke salah org ni sayang ? awak ade tipu org tapi org takde nk buat awak mcmni . awak , nobody perfect okay ? org tak boleh hidup kalau awak layan org mcmni terus tahu tak . i want the old you sayang . the one who always make me happy , never and ever make me sad . lastly , im so sorry sayang . really really sorry . please tell me this night that you love me . for two days you never said that words towards me and its make me more sad when everytime you end your text with bye or daa . hm , swear to god , i do love you mohd izwandy :'(
Monday, 19 December 2011
sayang :)
im already forgive him . fuhh , its not so easy for me but i must give him a second chance . i hope he didn't waste this oppurtunity . you know why i give you a second chance my dear ? because i really really in love with you and i want you to know that the truth is i can't leave without you . you were the lover in my life , we both when thought many obstacles together . if i let you go , i will miss the way you treat me and your voice everyday . your voice gives me a special feeling that i can't describe it . hee . biy , in the back of my mind , i know that you can change your attitude . sayang , please appreciate what i've done to you sweetheart . please don't you ever make my tears drop for the seconds times . can you ? i know , i also did many wrong things to you but trust me , i never lied to you . somewhere you're wrong and im also wrong , we were once so strong , our love is strong enough to face all those things together . trust me yang . our love is like a song that we will sing it everyday . dear , the truth is im really really scared if i makes your tears drop , im scared if you hate me , im scared sayang . thats why im take care of your feelings . that is the most important things for me . i hope that you also can do the same thing like i did to you . i want to enjoy this relationship and forget the memories that broke my heart . i also hope that you still holding your promise that u will never lied to me again and never make me dissapointed with you . i wish you can prove it to me sayang . there is no feeling more comforting and consoling than knowing you biy . you're everything to me , its not worth if we're keep fighting . its just wasting time with the stupid things . im here for you , to save our relationship back as usual . i can't live without texting either calling you sayang . you know why ? because i miss you all the time , non stop bebeh . hihi . biy , you're the one who broke my heart , you're the reason my world fell apart , you're the one that make me cry and seriously i can't stand it anymore but deeply in my heart i still loving you and i don't know why . that's the reason that you're the one that i loved until today . i will never let you fall apart from me even a distance . once you make me in love with you , i promise never let you go even a day or a year . whoot whoot , how sweet was me , haha . if you think you gonna make me cry , please be by my side to wipe my tears away . grr , don't let me crying without you because every tears need a shoulders to cry on . i hope this relationship last forever sayang .
lots of love , syazana ♥
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Saturday, 17 December 2011
thanks for everything my dear boyfriend :'(
okay , i wanna to talk about my relationship with him . yesterday , i can't contact him even a text or call . yes , aku tahu every friday night dia mesti pegi futsal but selalu die gerak pukul 9 lebih . yesterday , he told me that he was awake from sleep and take a bath but after that he didn't reply my text until ten o'clock . dia buat aku macam tunggul tunggu text die for 3 hours . sounds pretty cool right ? kalau die pegi futsal pun die mesti text aku even a text lhaa kan tapi smlm lansung takde respond dari die . kay , aku faham maybe die busy tp beragak lhaa seyy , smpai 3 jam ? non stop siaa aku call die . just god know hows my feeling yesterday . seriously im so sad and keep thinking all those crazy things about you . at 10:35 , you pick up my call and you ask me why calling you so many times ? gosh , you're asking me ? heyy dude , patutnya aku yg tanya kau , kau buat ape tk angkat call aku semua . kau ckp kau pegi futsal then baru smpai rumah . kay , cun . aku mmg saje nk tengok kau jujur dngn aku ke tak and the truth is , you're lying me okay ! someone told me that she saw my boyfriend with a girl . my boyfriend okay ? mine ? and my tears can't stop from flowing down . lepas aku cakap benda ni , baru kau nk jujur , nk minta maaf . kau cakap kau nk jaga perasaan aku ? tapi kalau aku tahu kau tipu aku , aku lagi sedih . kau takkan pernah fikir hati aku lha boy . kau selfish ! aku dh banyak mengalah dngn kau . aku dah cuba faham ape yang kau nk , tapi aku ? kau sibuk nk fikir pasal betina lain . nk share prob . habis aku ? gf kau lhaa sia ! pernah kau tanya aku okay ke tk ? pernah kau tanya aku ade prob ke tk ? kau ingat tak aku text kau time kita gaduh . aku ckp i need you tapi ade kau reply ? sbb aku tgah ade prob time tu and i need you by my side to hear all my problem . aku minta kau lupakan aku sbb aku dah tak tahan dengan semua ni . yes , i can't stand it anymore boy . i can't . im not strong enough to face all those things . its make me hurt so damn much . cukup lhaa kau dh buat aku sedih selama ni . yes , memang aku sayang kau . aku terpaksa tipu diri aku sbb aku betul betul lemah . aku dah tak kuat boy . aku sayang kau tapi ni kau buat dekat aku ? aku tahu aku ni ' budak budak ' but its not easy for you to fool me around ! hati aku hancur boyy . kau hancurkan kepercayaan aku dekat kau . find a way to ask for forgiveness . please give me time to love you like usual . aku perlukan masa utk terima kau balik dlm hati aku ni boy . maybe aku layan kau tapi tak mcm sebelum ni . kau kena faham aku . please change your attitude . im scared of being fooled again and again . thanks for everything my dear boyfriend . thanks for make my tears drop . i love you mohd izwandy . i love you so much . hold my promise that i love until my last breadth :'(
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Thursday, 1 December 2011
happy first month anniversary ♥
sweetheart , happy first month anniversary sayang . i thought you forget about this date so i just keep quiet and waiting for your text . for ten minutes there were no text from you . seriously im so sad baby . suddenly my phone ringing and i got a text from you . wahh , you make me smile bebeh . a big big smile . hee . you wish that we can still celebrate our second month together , i hope the same things too baby . then , you said hope i have a better and a great life with you . biy , fyi im always happy besides you sayang . seriously okay . sayang , for 30 days you're putting up with me , it doesn't seem fair . thank you for working so hard and putting up with me my dear . im hoping that the loved you shared to me for a month is still strong until today and can bring us much joy to celebrate our anniversary soon dear . no one would understand our relationship , and no one else would understand me like the way you do . please don't let your loves towards me away sayang . you have made me a better person by loving me for who i am . when I look at you , my dear it doesn't seem like you've aged , to me you're just a perfect guy as the day we became a couple . today , i can remember every sweet moments and i also could remember when i first looked at your eyes . how nice was that day sayang . nothing in this world could ever be as wonderful as the love you've given me . your love makes all my days . you are truly a blessing from God . thank you for being my best boyfriend . swear , i love you hunny . im really hoping that our relationship everlasting forever . i wanna you be the last person that i loved . im really really love you . happy anniversary mohd izwandy ♥
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Thursday, 24 November 2011
buiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
biyyyyyy , im so sorry if bby banyak gilaa buat salah dekat biy . really really sorry sebab tuduh biy mcm mcm . act , bby bukan sengaja nk buat tu semua aw . bby tak nak hilang biy tahu tak . takut gilaa hilang biy . biy pun banyak makan hati dengan bby kan ? sometimes bby rase diri bby nih bodoh sangat sangat aw sbb buat biy mcmni . bby ni cakap pape pakai hembus jeh kan ? tak fikir perasaan biy kan . haih , such a stupid me . am i selfish ? yes i am right hunny ? hmm , sayang jeh nk kena jaga hati bby sbb sayang kate hati bby lembut mcm tisu tapi tapi bby tak jaga hati biy pun kan padahal biy laaaaaaaaaaagi banyak makan hati dngn bby ni . kenapa lhaa bby ni jahat sangat kan . tapi bby nk sayang tahu , for me , perasaan biy lagi penting daripada perasaan bby ni cuma bby ni selalu emotional and tak pernah nk faham perasaan biy kan . sayang , bby sayang gilaa dekat biy . sayang sangat and tak nak hilang biy and takkan pernah tinggalkan biy . remember that sweetheart . i'll try my best to be the best girlfriend for you sayang . seriously , i really really need you in my life . yes i do babyy .
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Saturday, 12 November 2011
ilofchuuuu :*
whoooaa , this is our second date baby . i will never forget this sweet moments sweetheart . never and ever forget ! yang , yes i do love you okay . thanks for everything :) thanks for spent a whole day with me sayang . i appreciate it . i loved the way you treat me . so sweet baby . i miss the way you hug me , you hold my hand , you kissed me . aww , heee . i want it again ! can i ? can i ? please biyy , haha . ehem , will you marry me ? haha . im scared of losing you . err . im always pray to god not to seperate us biy , hee . no one can seperate us okay ! swear to god , i can't live without you so don't you ever leave me okay .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOHD IZWANDY
Tuesday, 1 November 2011
once i love you , i promise i wont let you go
Saturday, 29 October 2011
hmmmmm :'(
sayang , tadi kita IM okay je kan . happy jeh then saja je lha nk buka profile awak but suddenly , hmm that girl send dekat wall post dekat profile awak . kay , tak kisah but when i read what did she wrote it make me feels sad and im crying :'( lepastu terus takde mood nk IM dengan awak . lepastu awak IM banyak kali , wall semua tapi kita tak reply pun kan . eh , sedih gilaa biy . tak kisah lhaa kalau dia just nk ckp die rindu awak tapi ni nk berbaby baby segala . hm , sape tak sakit hati sayang . im sorry . kita tak patut emo pun kan . kita sape je dngn awak :'( belum declare pape pun kan so tu semua hak awak lhaa . padahal awak tak layan dia pun kan syg . semua salah kita :'( tapi kita tgok awak melayankan juga dia , nk comment comment gmbr dia segala . sumpah kita ckp kita menyampah wak . honest kay . i hope u didn't mind anything :( hmm , serious takut gilaa hilang awak sebab tu kita nk marah awak . please stop blaming yourself my dear :'( i love you !
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Thursday, 27 October 2011
our first date ♥
gambar ni first date kita smlm . captured at coffee bean city square :) first time nih meet dekat luar . selama ni meet dekat sch je kan syg :) serious happy gilaa dngn awak ^^ thanks sbb belanja wayang tu semua kay . first time u hold my hand time nk blah lepas beli tiket tu rasa tercengang kejap . haha . tatahu pesal :D then sepanjang jalan kita pegang tangan . hahai , sweet gilaa awak sayang :) semalam madah kena nganjeng je tapi tapi kita takkan mengalah :p mesti nk lawan balik :D biy , tahu tak awak sweet gilaa sayang ? lagi lagi time dkt movie . manjanyaaa :> hee . kita makin sayang dekat awak tau sayang . thanks for the first kiss ^^ sumpah takkan lupa , haha . kita akan sentiasa happy kalau berada disamping awak sayang . trust me :) every second i will always love you . no matter what happen , i will never leave you my dear . i will remmeber our sweet moments together . last word , i love you mohd izwandy :*
Thursday, 20 October 2011
i love you mohd izwandy ♥
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
no one can make me smile accept you :'(
perasaan aku sekarang tengah serabut gilaa :'( sayang , aku perlukan kau dalam hidup aku tahu tak ? semalam aku minta maaf sangat sangat sebab buat kau sakit hati dengan aku biy :'( aku cuma nak tahu je kesetiaan kau dekat aku . sumpah aku tak sanggup hilang kau . aku sayang kau sangat . walaupun kita baru coup tapi aku rasa kita mcm dh lama sayang . aku nak kau tahu yg aku takkan lepaskan kau biy . aku nak kau selalu ada dengan aku . no matter what happened , i will always love you . sebab aku sayang kau lha aku sanggup tak tidur semata mata nk pujuk kau . nk amik hati kau balik biy . kau sorang je yg aku ada and aku nk kau sorang je dalam hidup aku ni biy . aku tak perlukan org . aku just perlukan sayang kau je :'( biy dah janji tk nk tinggalkan aku kan tapi knp kau tk pegang janji kau biy ? walaupun kau terima aku balik tapi aku rasa kau mcm terpaksa sebab kesian dekat aku . biy , aku janji dengan diri aku takkan sakitkkan hati kau sayang . sumpah ! biy , aku minta satu je . please jangan tinggalkan aku sayang . aku merayu sangat sangat .
i love you so much AHMAD RAZIN FITRI :'(
Saturday, 17 September 2011
i love you razin ♥
ahmad razin fitri ♥ just call him razin for short . boyfriend baru kita ^^ hee . first time i saw you , i really really didn't like you . haha xD sbb aku rasa dia ni sombong sangat . menyampah aku , haha . act , dia ni duduk depan rumah aku je -,- kelakar lhaa , couple depan rumah xD ahh , peduli apa aku . janji aku sayang kau biy :p dah 8 bulan aku pindah baru haritu jatuh hati dekat dia , haha . bongok nih . mula mula kawan je lepastu lepak dngn die makin suka dekat die , hee :) lepastu selalu contact dengan die ^^ and lastly his already be mine on 15/09/2011 :) swear i love you :* no matter what happened , i don't wanna leave you :'> biy , jangan curang dengan kita tau ? kita sayang awak sangat . awak kita punya sorang je sayang . please don't leave me alone :') i want you always near by my side ever after . hope our relationship everlasting sayang ;)
Monday, 29 August 2011
selamat hari raya :)
ohh yeah akhirnya bulan ramadhan dah pun berlalu . now bulan syawal datang menjelma . excited ni nak raya XD nak pakai baju baru dan segala galanya yang baru ^^ wait wait , tak lupa juga . tahun ni raya dekat rumah baru lhaa . and and dengan boyfriend baru saya . hee . i thought raya tahun ni single tapi act tak :) hee . okay . act mcm mcm nk cerita dekat sini kot . dah bersarang labah labah blog aku nih . haha . aku tahu semua tu . ada juga org tegur knp tk update blog . act bukan malas okay tapi takde time lhaa nk update . ni pun baru lepas trial pmr kan . free lha sikit . okay . dari hari jumaat haritu busy kot . mama buat kuih lhaa ape lha . nk prepare untuk raya lha . now rumah dah kemas so dah happy lha sikit . penat gilaa boleh tak . act nk menaip pun dah tak larat ni haa XD nk membuta sebenarnya tapi update lha kejap . kesian blog aku ni takde new post :) sedih die tuan blog die tk update pape . blog lain dah due tiga post dah . takpe takpe . ehh meleweyh dah aku nih . okay okay . straight to the point . ehh , korang , nk cakap ni . sorry kalau aku ada buat salah dekat korang selama nih . maafkan lha aku ni heh XD lagipun nk pmr dh tahun ni . sedih aku kalau korang tak maafkan tau :p dah lha aku malas nk menaip lagi . jari dah kematu ni haa . btw , selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin :) bye bye .
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Tuesday, 16 August 2011
TRIAL PMR 2011 :O
yesterday paper bahasa malaysia kertas satu and dua . dua dua paper okay je kot bagi aku so tak heran sangat tapi pape harini aku geram betul >.< masa dapat paper tadi , buka je aku tengok kena tulis essay pasal speech '' quality prefects '' . dia bagi lima point je siaa '' well disciplined , responsible to teachers and students , neat and tidy always , active in co-curricular , good in study '' . mak aih , siot gilaa . aku dah macam ape dah fikir tadi . mcm nk hantuk kepala atas meja pun ade :\ takde ayat lansung . memang ahh guna point yang die bagi tu tapi tatahu nk tulis ayat ape lagi dah . lama gilaa aku habiskan masa dekat section A nih -,- last last aku meleweh je lhaa pape sebab dh tak cukup masa dengan tak jawab summary and novel lagi . haihh -,- serabut gilaa aku time exam tadi . aku asyik tengok kengkawan aku je . masing masing muka dah mcm ape tension essay tu mcm pundek >.< lagipun aku tak terfikir essay die bagi point je sebab selama nih die bg letter or gambar . okay lha sikit kan ? huhh . guaa fade up gilaa nih -,- bengang weyh kalau failed . tak pernah pernah gua failed english nih . harap harap tak lhaa . aminnn xD okay , esok paper math paper one and two . wahh , favourite tapi jangan takk boleh jawab dah lhaa . wish me luck okay :) thank you . thats all for today :*
Thursday, 11 August 2011
terima kasih :']
watefak ! yeah , aku suka baca nih semua :] terima kasih sesangat ye amir ^^ saya hargai semua nih . pergi je lha dekat perempuan nih . malas nk dengar ayat lelaki lagi . semua sama je weyh ! start from now on , you and me nothing ! just leave me . kita kawan je . bye and thanks a lot :*
Friday, 29 July 2011
kelas baru :o
ergh , sial lha ! harini cikgu bagitahu yg ade pertukaran kelas . mak aih , dedo je takut kena turun kelas . cikgu dah bebel bebel tadi then die bagi list nama . sumpah tak nak tengok sebab aku rasa yg aku kena tuun kelas punyaa ! sekali aku tengok :o what the , aku naik satu kelas . happy sikit je :| alaaa , tapi sedih kot . sebab ? hmm , semua kawan aku yang sekepala dengan aku tak sama kelas . fitry nabiha sorang je yg dengan aku . huwaa , takpe lha . ade juga membe sorang daripada takde kan kan ? takde lha alone sangat :) 2 minggu lagi dah nak trial so wish me luck on my trial okay . kena belajar rajin rajin nih . lepas trial boleh hang then dh nk pmr tk boleh hang dah . takpe , kejap je tu . hope sangat dapt buat yg terbaik . nk buat mama happy :) tak nak die sedih dengan aku kali nih . hope so :\ lepasni kena selalu pegi kelas tambahan . no more skip :) btw , lepasni rarely online okay ? mama asyik bising je sebab sekarang pun results aku entah pape je . asyik C dengan D je . okay lha juga drpd dapat E kan ? haha :D dah lha , malas nk bebel pape lagi . kbai . pray for me okay :)
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Thursday, 12 May 2011
present ^^
wahh , happy kot harini . dapat present . ade someone bagi dekat aku time rehat tadi , die dtg dkt kelas . teddy die comel gilaa boleh tak . suke sngt sngt . confirm jaga baik baik . awak , thanks sngt sngt . teddy nih comel gila tahu tak ? ngee . nk tahu harga die boleh ? haha . wewit , thanks a lot and i love you :*
Thursday, 28 April 2011
netball (:
wahh , sedih boleh tak ? netball tiga tiga game kalah lawan sch mutiara rini , seta and taman pelangi . diorang dah lha tinggi masing masing mcm bukan under fifteen . aku dah lha jd shooter , kesian kot susah nk shoot . die halang aku mcm hape . aku dekat ketiak die je . huwaa ! takpe lha maybe bukan rezeki kitorang kot nk menang this year . dah lha muke hitam , berbelang . grr , bencinyaaa ! janji kitorang dah berusaha yang terbaik kan kan ? dapat juga score drpd 0 yang memalukan . hee . girls , next year kita try lagi okay ? we will do the best (:
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